But i guess i really need a better basic color, especially for the sarongs...

Am...

i...

wrong...


(Thanks to Mbak savitri_strife )

No... really, it's... um... Square Enix's... selling... um...

.........i... uh... i... er... i.... lost words to... describe...

um...

...huh?

...where has my sanity gone?

...in a reaaaally bad way.

Instead of taking a rest in Saturday and Sunday, she asked me to have ANOTHER course or whatever... ANYTHING. She doesn't want me to go home to Bandung because it makes me lazy.

I DO INTEND TO TAKE A BREAK IN BANDUNG!!

............. I kinda understand her feeling but...
Don't I deserve a rest after 5 days of going through the hell of depressing days!? The place I call "HOME"!? The only place i feel like home is only the rented room now...

And it's not like every week I spend in Bandung, it was merely two days, after at least TWO WEEKS in Jakarta!! I feel so sick and tired. I really don't want spend days just in secluded room and workplace. I really want to have fun in Bandung. For recharging myself.

And she says it's a waste of time.

God, she turns into a Japanese mom who forces her elementary school to take a cram school after school or in the saturday or sunday which were actually made by government as resting days to reduce stress.

....aaaagh, I really don't know what I'm doing or aiming for anymore...

Stole it from meddler_inc

I am Centipede. I wander back and forth minding my own business, changing directions only when things get in my way, but I always seem to be persecuted. It's as if people want to hurt me, to cut me in two, to laugh at my confusion. Can't you just leave me alone? Stop shooting me! What Video Game Character Are You?

That's right! *sob sob* Just leave me ALOOONE!! BAAAWWWWH*sob sob*

What are yous? =3

My Sis randomly bought me a Facebook t-shirt. I liked it...

Well, until I realized she bought one for her husband too. His shirt color and mine is pretty much like ourselves, though (his is plain white and mine's dark blue), but still, the design is pretty much the same. Not that I dislike it but... it seems to be a couple's shirts, right?

Not to mention when we were going to accompany shopping, my Sis was busy browsing the dresses, she left her daughter to... us.

Yeah, while the Cupcake's holding her dad's hand by her left hand, she was also holding mine tightly by her right hand. Yeah, it's very awkward if people notice it. I even wondered if my Sis was a closet yaoi fangurl...

I dunno if God secretly contacted my Sis to make a fun of me.

Please somebody tell me what's so hot about Mariah Carey?

Because she was in my DREAM today. After doing the prayer and having breakfast, I decided to have a morning catnap. The driving which had unexpected jam until 5 HOURS consecutively (usually Bandung-Jakarta only needs 3 hours top) really drained my energy.

I had some kind of videogame-ish mission. And when I was kinda finishing the mission, i was free and...

There's also a girl and some kind of african-american guy I forgot. But i really remember it WAS Mariah Carey! It seemed she was in the same mission with me, and since we have finished our job, we decided to take a break and have fun in... Acapulco BEACH!? I do remember I yelled it outloud.

That was so fun looking the clean beach, playing in and the background kinda switched between Twlight-Town-like town and the beach... I also remembered I collected coins(!?) and it was so much FUN! That's at least until I knew what happened...

"Hey Carey (or Mariah), would you please pinch me?"

"Yes?"

"Pinch me,"

"Sure,"

She pinched my finger.

And I realized it. It didn't hurt.

I sighed, "Aaaawwwh... I know this is too good to be true. But I really want to have fun as I like as long as I'm in this dream,".

She just smiled, and we (also with the african-american guy I forgot) continued to have fun until my Dad woke me up to do a Friday Prayer.

And it boosted me 250% with chipperness today.

It's ironic that an animation becomes more human because they do mistakes.



And yeah, Sam flips ♥

*GROWL*

I read a colleague/senior's tweet about someone who's 'blindly eating salary' (Indonesian aphorism for "doing nothing but having a salary anyway") and kinda abusing the download. She's pretty blunt and may be a bit careless for letting me know her tweet. Or may be she lets me know in purpose.

Well, I know who she's twitting about. Yeah, I won't argue. The fact is, It's going 3 or 4 months here and I still haven't done anything for a company, nor learning a thing for it. There's a bit minor on this or that, minor helping and stuff but essentially, I'm a bandwidth-eating burden for the company. Three or Four Seniors, for three to four months, and all tasks assigned me eventually were back to them because I failed handling them.

*GROWL*

What can I do about it? She speaks the truth. Well, for myself, having this job is because Boss and Dad have a bit of connectivity (though later they rarely talk to each other). Boss randomly asked Dad if I'm vacant and yeah, i was vacant but i can't refuse. I have refused once actually and that war started, so I force myself to stay, until now. And yeah, the only thing I could do for company is just changing their photos or manipulating some random scanned contract pages. Another thing? No. One of my senior even said that he wondered if I wasn't misaimed. I agreed, but haven't the power to rebel to my parents anyway.

The salary? BARELY. I have reduced my meal schedules so I could pay the room rent. But of course I cannot ask for more, hence I didn't officially apply. The Boss shoved me IN. Barely knowing what I'm capable of. i know I will be worse if I ask a rise just because I couldn't make a live of it. I don't know how much I'm worth if my ability is REALLY useful in this company.

*GROWL*

So I'm trying to make anything good out of this situation. Sadly, the only thing that could make me sane in the office is this internet connection. I'm typing in hunger, literally. Couldn't take lunch, i just snack, and barely breakfast-ing. The dinner is the real meal for me. I dropped from 72 to 67 kgs (144 lbs to 134 lbs) last time I checked two week ago. I won't be surprised if I hit 65 kg (130 lbs) this weekend when I visited Bandung. No, I'm not doing this because I'm going anorexic.

Though I might be babbling too much, but my point is... I really dunno what i'm supposed to do here. I'm wrong for not doing anything nor being useful, but also wrong to make the best out of this because I'm being a burden. In this time being, Boss is in Mecca for his Hajj title now, but may be I really should try to make a resignation letter.

*GROWL*

Shut up, stomach, you're not hungry! You'll have a nice one at dinner... =_=

I went to fix my Sis' cellphone or something together with Mom.

Then it seemed a celebrity just came in with his limo. The paparazzis and all were around him and asking a chance to have a photo with.

It got me surprised that the celebrity was Jackie Chan. Further more, after passing the crowded fans and celebrities, he suddenly stopped and... going toward Mom.

"Mom", he cried, "I've been looking for you...,".

Mom didn't answer but I could see a tear flowing through her cheeks, as if she confirmed that she IS his mother.

I was speechless and...

....................thinking "Why the hell Jackie Chan was in my DREAM last night!?" today. It's awfully bizzare.

Dream, you never fail to amuse and amaze me with wackiness.

And you got "Neko-mix Geｎkitan Toraji"!


Click the cover to start reading it.

Neko mix Genkitan TORAJI (Adventures of Cat Mix TORAJI)
Author: Tamura Yumi
Level: Beginner
Pros: Humorous Storylines, Kemono Figures
Cons: Bishies and Unproperly Grayscaled Color
Genres: Adventure, Fantasy, Humour, Pet, Shoujo

I accidentally stumbled this comic at an kiosk. And yeah, knowing my subjectivity of "ZOMGAWD PET MANGA MUST BUY!"... so yeah, I don't need 2nd opinion. However, I don't regret and I believe I will keep on this comic.

The story took place in a fantasy world with some kind of mixtures Japanese, Taiwan, and Chinese language. It has been 2000 years of battling the Mice Clan which is known for destroying villages and devouring the mankind. However, human fights back with the help of animal mix. They are originally animals, but turned magically into furries known as "(Put the animal here)-mix". They are transformed by magical powers whose owner is unknown. They are mostly defending human or their owners, or just living their life, some are for revenge, some just want to get their kidnapped owners back.

Toraji, one of the cat mix, is the only eye witness of the protagonist's son, as his son pet him when the tragedy happened. The son of Pai Yan, the protagonist, was kidnapped. As the General, Pai Yan can only count on him to smell the mouse clans existence or ones who disguise as human.

( And here we goes to the Fun Part )

( Cue CULLEN! Cue CULLEN! CUTE CULLEN ZOMGAWD!! )

( ...but it's not a perfect manga, still... )

So i guess that's my review on TORAJI. Excerpt the Bishies and you got a pretty much cute adventure of kemono figures. I believe your li'l sibling would really love it. I need to remind you that this is the first time I read Yumi Tamura's manga, so I don't read 7 Seeds or others. I bought this comic because if the furry-content.

Have fun with Toraji ♥